1)
tho Siva –
Uncreate
guardian snake
mind
wrapped around the white
pole
even now
to replace oneself
the column of matchless splendor
is just there
when the black foot punishes the intelligible
the still column
remains
an access
not an axis—
nothing turning
upon it
Siva has abandoned
that levity and resumed
the Uncreate
it is a sphere
girdled by a water snake
it is fire and light
but also the dank
impending ocean
only here
in the aftercosm
it appears
if it appears
a standing stone
2)
bitter poison
inverted
flashes
flush
through all the nadis
and the vesicles
the flesh renewed
because you went up to the top of the hill
and drank a bowl with Siva
the poison was undone
as it went down
and you lost
your status
as a member
of any class—
no longer a possibility for you
to be a member—
only the flight of a slightly wounded falcon
across recumbent skies
3)
because you might resume
the central column
of matchless light
a splendor
austere
because the sickness unto death
and beyond
of this diffragilating aftercosm
the world is insubstantial
in its turning turning
the city's fiery parcels all undone
renewal is not yet
from the flaming
pillar of fire by day
only intransitivities
and blear consistencies
shall tell for you
that remain
with your ever newly
titillating programs
only a Penelope's shroud
when Rudra
ripped his prick off in the dawn
disgusted within
an ignoramus universe
proliferating life forms—
charging the waters
with vegetative powers
and
then himself went off
and turned his stone
4)
thirteen songs or eleven
then to sing
but no one remembers why
for every age
another
but a pattern of gathas or hymns
a pattern or patter
of elements
beating against time
until the issues
are issued
and set roving
in a forest
of magic sticks—
Later the forest was hidden
by a guardian troll
(or water snake
and the patter
sounded ever more faintly
The still proliferating life forms
forgot the cloth
from which they even now were being scissored
forgot the throat
from which they were the music
and fought like the demonic wretches that in fact they were
and the guardian laughed to see
the holy forest chaos come again
5)
Night
but not
night. A golden orb
suspended
did contain
each Aeon
transfinite divisions added up to one
undivided cipher
encoded
out past the last outpost—
where the sign posts pointed
and rescinded themselves
past all pointing—
and yet
contained
as if in the mental belly
of the latest god
the thing that spat out patterns for all the worlds
6)
The poison was information now—
a rumor such as this—
the cosmic pattern all undone—
that is, quite done—
the old cyclicities
drowned in an ancient swallow—
there would be a round of ages never more
those who were doomed to remain in the forms of the gods
in tremulous dullness
gazed on the flight of the falcon
but the stone remained.
7)
Cyclicities, yes
in microspasm—
what is a period at all?
As the Nowness
asserting at last
its crude authority though bright
and only beginning began
8)
Beginning began in front of the perfectly transparent window glass, onto the same
old world (though new to thee
Whose memory fades
with every program added to perfect
the Great Prosthesis,
until even the memory of memory is gridded away,
and the gods and demon wretches
are reference only.
9)
Because the space where thoughts persist and vanish is not an abstract space
internal to thought's order, the well-turned stone is not a reference only.
All sorts of matters happen there unsortable
beings proliferate or beings combine
and mind itself is stuff: mindstuff
stuffed with worlds
or become
transparent windows
or sites where pillars floods and conflagrations
in all sorts of irascible combinations
astonished into form
discern and undiscern their brute condition
10)
Rudra
was but a moment
of the Prime Deviation:
the semen spilt—
the cycle began
But now a second breakage
obscures the first
with a darkness never witnessed until now
the black foot stomping the intelligible
11)
Outside the song
a mouse ran up
a serious incline
when Percival forgot to put the question
space itself will not initiate an inquiry
the Uncreate has a mind of its own …
Outside the song
13)
the rumor of a bird
whose wings flap fire