Putting a hand
through the wall.
Walking through walls.
Approaching the resistant
thing
and absorbing
the resistance of it
into oneself
until the whole
wall
would be
effectively absorbed
by doing this.
I emerge
on the other side:
a flower in your hands
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sinking into the earth. First
I become tree-like. My spine
would be pliant, not
like a pine. like a palm. bends
in fierce
storm winds. I am a stump
or bold black knot of root
in the earth. Gravity draws me all over.
And being pliant
and thick
and in essence
earth-like I can sink
with the gravitational pull
against the resistance of my own massiveness
through myself
into the earth
down to the distant center, leaving my body behind
tree-like
or stump-like
pliant
attentive
motionless
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The power to pass through walls.
A black and grizzled creature
with an ability to assemble
such power.
Pears and nuts in a tastey
dinner salad
prepared by an attractive (to me) thick
flaming cars in a winter night
waitress? or part proprietor of the
cafe I stopped for late brunch at
that day crazy
animal-like
being-forms,
a bear
in the form of a pear
wishing to descend
through his nature
into the earth to the center of the earth
leaving his spirit behind
to be one with the spirit
of air
abroad and expansive
an exercise of delight
a sea
as wides as eye-sight
A certain Rabbi
with his long black
coat and enig-
matical scarlet
cravat
so you don't know what but
that
later
he takes it ALL
off
and a young and pliant Indian
boy
comes out
of austerities
assuming the learned Rabbi's situation
riding a train
fast
made out of something
working itself out in his eyes
and this just stops then
having gone, quite, to the end of it.
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All the friends are at the bottom of the chasm
and all of them are up on the ledge
shouting what to myself seem senseless
questions
given the brute truth that I am hanging
by my teeth
from a tree
suspended over the chasm
Oh Mortality
"Why," (they are howling), "in the name of dearest
personal commitment, and deep
emotive
bonds you have
with each of us
have
you
contracted this madness
and put yourself there
under that tree
impossible to get you down
why won't you answer me?"
I have thoughts --
and second thoughts --
But a sudden white tiger
leaps out of my guts
and lands on the ledge
in safety
to chase them away.
These people are pirates.
They possess an island
but it isn't enough.
From that purchase
they seek to procure
"A World."
Meanwhile I am standing on The Plank
It is Sunday
(or Saturday)
my memory has been effaced
there is only "now"
a flaming sea
as wide as eye-sight
and I bear it all
with a liveliness and verbosity
growing ever more concentrate and forceful
I am conscientious
spontaneously to ascertain
the needs of each
animate creature that appears
on the deck below
reckless of the role each must have played in forcing
this hopeless mortal circumstance upon me.
Suddenly -- I AM "The World."
I fall
to the water below
and the Brightness is On me ...